Tuesday, January 09, 2007

attacking dinah again

i was dreaming that a bright green light was spilling onto her head, and it was like a cup of hot tea... i knew i'd fucked up letting it hit her like that, so i was trying to to get it off her...

she said one hand was lightly at her throat and the other was holding her arm really tightly, so tightly that she was dreaming that my nails were drawing blood... (they weren't)...

she tried to push me away but to no avail so she slapped me in the face...

this must have woke me up but i don't remember it...

i then spent the next who knows how long holding her and soothing her...

similar deal to last time... upsetting...