Monday, October 22, 2007

still here

haven't posted for awhile even though the violence continues, nothing huge, the pattern is that i wake up and dinah is upset so i hold her to calm her down, but what has upset her is my holding her really tightly in the first place, in my sleep i'm saying "it's alright, i've got you" and this is what wakes her up and upsets her, by the time my waking self comes along it's all over, and sometimes i don't even wake up, last night apparently it happened and i have no memory of it...

i'm trying to persuade her to get a google account so that she can post to this blog, as she knows more about it than me x